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Fanfics dealing with one or both the main pairing committing suicide - attempted or otherwise.
Updated on Jul 02, 13
Created on Sep 28, 11
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*8th year. Angsty hurt/comfort with a fluffy ending. Featuring Jittery!Prone to panic attacks!Depressed!Apathetic!Draco... basically this has an emotionally damaged!Draco like whoa! And a Pining!Obsessively stalker-like!Harry who's lost and wanted desperately to belong. Brief Harry/Ginny and Draco/Astoria (past Draco/Pansy). Not-Evil!Slytherins who genuinely care for Draco. Contains severe depression and anxiety that manifested in some form of numb, apathetic behavior + suicidal thoughts. Eating disorder. Nightmares and severe panic attacks. At one point Draco nearly gets himself killed and Harry rescues him. Stressful exams and classes. Touching H/D bonding moments and Draco/Astoria moments.
#Sex scenes happen off-screen.
Summary: Shortly after the war, Draco Malfoy wakes up with a new understanding, and Harry Potter needs firmer ground to walk on. Unfortunately, life is never easy, especially with the burdens of N.E.W.T.s looming closer. As Draco struggles to maintain his sanity, Harry is back to his old routine-stalking Draco.
*8th year. Lonely!Bitter!Regretful-yet-still-prickly-and-defensive!Draco (and a little bit resentful for the way everything turned out for his family post-war), and a Harry who stalks/follows Draco all over the castle trying to help. "Vulnerable!Draco" tag is to make up for "Emotionally Damaged!Draco". Told mostly from Draco's pov. Sad!Pansy and Sad!Goyle. Featuring Draco being mean to others on purpose to make up for his "relapse" in showing vulnerability (which happens more often than not), Draco being bullied (a little bit) and shunned by other Slytherins, Draco crying or feeling on the verge of tears a lot, nightmares + insomnia + stealing potion ingredients to brew Dreamless Sleep, Harry trying to befriend a prickly!Draco, Draco writing letters to Ollivander but pretending to be someone else, H/D and some tricky bit of wandlore/magical wand bonding that has one of them experiencing the other's magic/dreams and H/D secret relationship, suicidal thoughts.
#Sex scenes all happen behind the screen so there's no way to tell who Tops/ Bottoms
Summary: There are things that Malfoys simply don't do. They don't cry, or show any emotion unless entirely unavoidable. They don't back down. And they certainly don't admit that maybe, just maybe, they might be wrong about a few things.
Draco's back for his eighth year, and with everything that's changed, these basic rules will soon be called into question.
*Deliciously angsty but with a happy, fluffy ending! *loves* ♥♥♥♥♥
Very unique and original plot when it comes to the clashing/merging of different Universes or Alternate Universes kind of plot. A nice blend of Potter-verse Epilogue compliant and a new Alternate Universe without Harry's existence (in which no one remembers Harry except for Draco). Basically, Draco realizes one morning that his entire universe has changed and that his best friend and the love of his life, Harry Potter no longer exists in his world and he wants some answers. Most of the Harry/Draco parts were told from Draco's flashbacks prior to the sudden plunge into an Alternate Universe. Contains Harry+Draco friendship in the Epilogue compliant world even though they both loved each other in secret (because they're both married with wives and children). Cute Scorpius. A teensy bit of Astoria bashing. Harry being blessed with the power of Old Magick. James and Lily Potter's (Harry's parents) sad, so very sad fate (Okay, I'll admit I find parts with James and Lily very painful to read *sniffles*). Warning for suicide but there's a happy ending for everybody, especially Harry and Draco. #No sex scenes
Summary: One day, Draco woke up in a world where Harry Potter didn't exist.
*ANGSTY WAR!FIC, BUT IT HURTS SO GOOD *sniffles* ♥♥♥♥♥♥
A different take on the 'Sectumsempra bathroom scene' in HBP - except, it didn't happen. Harry Summoned Draco's wand out of his hand instead of casting 'Sectumsempra' - so instead of saving Draco from Fiendfyre, Harry saved Draco that day in Moaning Myrtle's bathroom. Harry and Draco stuck in Grimmauld Place (alone - because Kreacher and the screaming bitch of a portrait doesn't count) for their protection (locked in by wards). Faking Draco's death, severe (gore-y, bloody, torture-filled) nightmares, trauma and so much fear and angst and crying... and comfort sex (post-nightmare). Alcoholic!Depressed!Broken!Draco. Noble!Protective!Smitten!Harry. Lots of sexy angsty desperate!sex with Harry trying and failing to be noble (he didn't want to take advantage of a depressed!broken!Draco) - omg the blowjob scene in the drawing room! Attempted suicide, more angst but with happy Harry/Draco ending.
Summary: If you had only died when you were meant to, I'd have grown up in a wizarding world already ruled by the Dark Lord. I wouldn't be screaming at you in a sixth floor bathroom. I wouldn't be raising my wand, Crucio on my lips.
*Hogwarts 8th-year. Sad!Lonely!Draco with severe panic attacks, nightmares and he keeps cutting himself. Harry saves him. Hurt/comfort disability fic #No sex. Mostly pre-slash
Summary: Faint though it seems to him, Draco hears the scrape of metal across stone echoing in his ears and with a quiet sigh of relief, he closes his eyes and hopes as he lets the darkness take him.
*FLANGSTASTIC!! Romantic and angsty with a happy, fluffy ending.
Auror!Harry (pining for Draco for years). Deserted magical/mythical island for holidaying heroes (and Unspeakable!Draco is the caretaker/guide for those heroes in that island. Draco is also an ex-Auror and Harry's ex-Auror partner). Young!Draco (19, because he didn't age) and 26-going-27!Harry. House elf with an attitute (LOL)!Pokey. Also cute owl (with an attitude)!Hermes (Draco's owl?). Draco making friends with the magical plants/creatures on the island. H/D friendship plus UST and then kissy moments and sexytimes. The entire Wizarding World plus the Ministry being a bitch to Draco because of his name and D.E associations (plus, it's horrible how everyone but Harry - and Ron/Hermione - thought Harry would be better off without Draco so they tossed Draco away). #Mostly bottom!Draco with only about one Bottom!Harry scene.
After an Auror mission gone wrong, Harry finds himself stranded on an island, where his only companions are a mute house-elf, a prickly owl, and an insufferable git. Roughly based on the story of Odysseus and Calypso from Homer's Odyssey.
*Career Choices: features Harry as a purveyor of potion ingredients and Draco as an unwilling drug addict
SAD FIC IS SO SAD *heartbreaks*. I normally tend to avoid sad fics like the plague but this one's just irresistible... and all the tears shed were so worth it *sniffles*
Summary: I was looking for an excuse to leave the place when I spotted them. Six small glass vials were proudly displayed behind the counter. The liquid inside was cobalt blue. I had seen one of these in Draco Malfoy's hand eighteen months ago.
*TOO EPIC FOR WORDS ♥♥♥♥♥♥!!!
Post-war Dystopian Universe. New Gen werewolf!Draco (who owns a Werewolf Nightclub). Auror!Harry. Unique lycanthropy concept, bigotry, wolf oppression, alcoholism, depression, prostitution, murders, suicide (not Harry or Draco), Abraxas Malfoy's portrait, conflicted!Ron, guilty!wolf rights activist!Hermione. #No sex
Summary: Voldemort has finally been killed but not before unleashing his final hell on the wizarding world: a highly contagious lycanthropy virus that spreads through skin on skin contact.
*My heart aches for both Draco and Scorpius... one way of looking at this is that, at least they have Harry who truly loves them both. Possessive!Protective!Dom!Harry. Best friends Albus Severus and Scorpius (who is straight). Past suicide attempt and references to severe PTSD. READ THE WARNINGS!!
Summary: Harry likes to think of Scorpius as his own child, but no amount of heroism can alleviate the effects the war had on the boy and on his father.
*EPICNESS TOO AWESOME TO PUT INTO WORDS ♥♥♥♥♥♥!!!
Timeline from mid-war to a few years post-war. From Auror!Harry to Integration Officer!Harry plus Rentboy!Junkie!Draco
Broken-but-still-Canon!Draco with lots of issues (including but not limited to PTSD, rape trauma, acute fear of... too many things to name, drug use, prostitution, self-neglect, self-harm, depression, suicidal tendencies, unplanned fatherhood...) Hero!Harry for the most part (but in the end Draco was the one who saved him), baby Scorpius, werewolves, lost of magic because of a Dark Curse, dementors and general bleakness plus hurt/comfort and happy ending. #Switching but it's more bottom!Draco than bottom!Harry
Summary: Draco finds his own way to cope with being a failed Death Eater at Voldemort's headquarters. Voldemort finds a way to destroy the wizarding world even after his death. Harry is trying to hold the world together while his mind quietly comes apart.
*ONE OF THE MOST BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN AND TOUCHING STORY I'VE EVER READ. WONDERFUL CHARACTERISATIONS - ESPECIALLY DRACO (QUIET, HUMBLE AND SELF-SACRIFICING) ♥♥♥♥♥♥!!!
Hogwarts Caretaker!Draco. Sick!Cursed!Brimming-with-powerful-magic-from-Harry!Teddy. Drained!Exhausted!Frustrated!Harry. Featuring a sadistic curse that mimics a chronic illness, magical power transfer spells, Hogwarts as a sentient entity and a sentient stuffed Crup. #No penetrative sex on screen
Summary: Harry Potter disappears, taking a sick Teddy Lupin with him. While everyone searches for their missing hero, Draco's life continues as it always has. Rumors of curses and kidnapping don't interest him. As Hogwarts' guardian, he has only one concern: the strange, miraculous events occurring on the cliffs outside the castle walls.
*Healers!Harry and Draco. Abused!Harry... while Draco has his own issues. Both H and D tending to an abused little girl with uncontrollable wild magic. H having nightmares. H/D and office desk sex!
Summary: As the tenth anniversary of the War approaches, a difficult case at St Mungo's forces Harry to seek the assistance of his former enemy and face the past.
HEART-BREAKING BUT GOD, IT HURTS SO GOOD! EPICNESS!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥!!
#Epilogue compliant dystopian future. Post-zombi-apocalypse. Zombie infection due to Voldy's curse. Acute fear of loneliness. Memory loss+Pensieve. Catatonia. Zombie slaying. Major character death (not ASP or SM). Pairings include Harry/Ginny, Harry/Draco, Ron/Hermione, Albus Sev/Scorpius (main pairing). READ THE WARNINGS! THIS IS NOT FOR THE WEAK-HEARTED!!
Summary: It's several years after they escaped the chamber, life is different in this new world and sometimes it's hard to remember what being alive feels like.
HEART-BREAKING BUT GOD, IT HURTS SO GOOD! EPICNESS!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥!!
#Epilogue compliant dystopian future. Post-zombi-apocalypse. Zombie infection due to Voldy's curse. Acute fear of loneliness. Memory loss+Pensieve. Catatonia. Zombie slaying. Major character death (not ASP or SM). Pairings include Harry/Ginny, Harry/Draco, Ron/Hermione, Albus Sev/Scorpius (main pairing). READ THE WARNINGS! THIS IS NOT FOR THE WEAK-HEARTED!!
Summary: For most people it's all about finding and punishing the guilty party and moving on. But what if we can't find it? What if the person we find out to be guilty had only the best intentions? How does one decide what makes the events of the past a failure or a success?
*HEART-BREAKING BUT GOD, IT HURTS SO GOOD! EPICNESS!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥!!
#Epilogue compliant dystopian future. Post-zombi-apocalypse. Zombie infection due to Voldy's curse. Acute fear of loneliness. Memory loss+Pensieve. Catatonia. Magical drain. Major character death (not ASP or SM). Pairings include Harry/Ginny, Harry/Draco, Ron/Hermione, Albus Sev/Scorpius (main pairing). READ THE WARNINGS! THIS IS NOT FOR THE WEAK-HEARTED!!
Summary: Albus wakes up in dark chamber, he doesn’t remember how he got there and what happened. It is for him and the rest of the people in that room to find out what happened and how to escape their inevitable seeming fate.
*CUTENESS!! PRECIOUS!! TOP FAVOURITE!! GAAHH!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥!!
DADA Professor!Harry, Ghost!Draco, Auror trainee!Ron. Contains major character death but with HAPPY FLUFFY SACCHARINE ENDING!! Human-ghost sexy affair. Side pairing: Ron/Hermione. Cute!Bossy!Young!Mischievous!Draco with a soft spot for thestrals. Overprotective!Narcissa. Dark Arts books on ghosts, necromancy and other icky stuff on the supernatural and dead. Special potion to give a ghost corporeal form. Special potion to 'tie' a soul to a body with a human sacrifice. Wasting disease. Funny Ron+Draco friendship. #Only graphic (penile) penetration scene is bottom!Draco but... implied switching (which didn't quite happen yet - at least not the bottom!Harry part - other than taking turns fingering each other) of course.
Summary: Harry returns to Hogwarts as the new DADA instructor, only to find his teaching efforts thwarted by a very familiar ghost.
*Post-war, 8th year. Cute babbling Teddy. A bit of past (one-sided) Blaise/Draco. Featuring children songs, cruel!Lucius, depressed!suicidal!recluse!Draco, smitten!protective!Harry, nightmares, fainting spells, violence, trauma, attempted suicide, time travel and cute Draco+Teddy bonding moments.
Summary: I have been told that the difference between love and hate is like walking a muggle tight rope. Will Draco fall or can he be saved?
*Redeemed!Still in-character!Martyr!Draco. Featuring evil!abusive!Lucius, frigid-but-still-cares-somewhat-for-her-son!Narcissa, best friend(Draco's)!Vincent Crabbe, house elf Biddy, graphic torture, blood, Mislocator magical compass, dagger coated with icy potion, excessive use of Unforgivables, potion to suck magic and life (Soul's Eclipse) + counter potion (to use as an anchor/shield/sacrifice), forced Legilimency, mind-cast Crucio, mindfuck, wandless magic, wandless healing, (attempted)suicide by self-starving, sacrificing(for Harry)!Draco, snake bite + anti-venom potion, spell to bury someone in leaves, faerie ring + music, sleeping back-to-back, forest tracking/camping, temporary bonding, Draco is hydrophobic (fear of water) due to past trauma and Harry has abandonment issues... plus Oblivious!Harry. #Nothing sexual, just kissing.
Summary: Draco swore revenge on Harry for Lucius's imprisonment, and for once, he keeps his promise. The old rivalry turns deadly when Draco abducts Harry for Voldemort. But when Draco's world turns upside down, the fight to save himself and Harry begins.
*BLOODY BRILLIANT ♥♥♥!! An alternative take on events directly after HBP. Death Eater!Draco turned Light Side. Graphic torture, rape, gore, Werewolf mauling, heavy bouts of Cruciatus (and its after-effects), forced mindfuck, spell to link mind and magic together with Legilimency, Horcrux destroying, camping in the woods, Blood magic, spell to disrupt Dark Mark Summons and nightmares. Slight handicap on Draco's left arm because of Dark Mark. A bit of Lupin bashing. Cute Ron/Hermione. Draco-worshipping!Kreacher. Overprotective!Narcissa. Cold!But-ultimately-i-love-my-son-more-than-my-Master!Lucius.
Courageous!Extremely protective!Draco-is-my-Everything!Harry. Terrified!Insecure!Self-sacrificing(for Harry)!Smitten!Draco.
Summary: Au DH. Harry is captured after setting off on his own to find the remaining Horcruxes, and is kept alive for Voldemort's own nefarious games. Draco Malfoy is assigned to look after him, and does so to protect his own self interest. Or does he?
*Sex slave-slash-prostitute!Harry, Potions Researcher!Draco. Harry who had lost his memories and was beaten into submission but not broken. Magic dampening spell. Suicidal!Harry. Fear of touch. Between Harry and Draco - Draco bottoms in this piece but isn't adverse to topping, just as Harry isn't repulsed by possibly bottoming for Draco. #This fic is not for those who can't stand Harry in a meek and vulnerable position
Summary: Almost six years after Voldemort falls, Harry Potter goes missing. No one can find him, until chance would have Draco Malfoy thrust right in his path, picking up shattered pieces while trying to keep himself together.
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Fanfics dealing with one or both the main pairing committing suicide - attempted or otherwise.
Updated on Jul 02, 13
Created on Sep 28, 11
Category: Others
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