Apple Ling's List: Eating Disorder

*8th year. Angsty hurt/comfort with a fluffy ending. Featuring Jittery!Prone to panic attacks!Depressed!Apathetic!Draco... basically this has an emotionally damaged!Draco like whoa! And a Pining!Obsessively stalker-like!Harry who's lost and wanted desperately to belong. Brief Harry/Ginny and Draco/Astoria (past Draco/Pansy). Not-Evil!Slytherins who genuinely care for Draco. Contains severe depression and anxiety that manifested in some form of numb, apathetic behavior + suicidal thoughts. Eating disorder. Nightmares and severe panic attacks. At one point Draco nearly gets himself killed and Harry rescues him. Stressful exams and classes. Touching H/D bonding moments and Draco/Astoria moments.
#Sex scenes happen off-screen.

Summary: Shortly after the war, Draco Malfoy wakes up with a new understanding, and Harry Potter needs firmer ground to walk on. Unfortunately, life is never easy, especially with the burdens of N.E.W.T.s looming closer. As Draco struggles to maintain his sanity, Harry is back to his old routine-stalking Draco.

*Good, good angst! With happy ending!
Master!Harry, D.E Slave!Draco. Rather Dark-ish in some parts. Harry being an insensitive prat for about half the story but slowly he gets nicer and more understanding of Draco's plight. Draco half-starving himself to near death. Draco's nightmares and a myriad of other fear-induced and low self-worth issues cultivated in him from the War and the abusive treatment of Azkaban inmates. Plus, the injuries Draco suffers from... all kinds of abusive treatment. Draco shows severe signs of depression at the beginning. Draco + creepy boggart. Harry as a violent drunk... only at the beginning. Sexytimes started of as... orders from Master to Slave but slowly evolves to something a little more equal and consenting on both parties. Best friend!Blaise (to Draco). Minor character death. Lots of references to cruel and abusive treatment of D.E slaves. #Mostly bottom!Draco but one bottom!Harry scene towards the end.

Summary: Well, I think the prompt explains it quite well, but if I must: Draco did not quite expect Potter to be the one to buy him at the auction, he didn't really expect an auction to begin with, and he definitely did not expect Potter to be utilizing him in the way that he did. Draco swallowed discreetly as he watched the goings-on. The Dark Lord had lost the war. Potter and the Order of the Phoenix had won. Wizarding society was in shambles. Despite all that, the Ministry apparently had enough time, and audacity, to auction off the surviving Death Eaters; those deemed stable without a wand - to the angry, suffering, vindictive public in the name of war reparations.

*VERY ENJOYABLE!! AND I THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH THIS QUIRKY!DRACO :D
Auror!Harry, Photographer slash traveler!Draco. Cute side pairing: Ron/Hermione, Seamus/OMC. Past Harry/Ginny and Draco/OMC. Cute and interesting OCs, especially Harry's Auror partner: Nathaniel. References to past domestic abuse, violence, partner rape (Draco). A mostly muggle-ish!Draco in high school heartthrob-esque clothes (thin t-shirt, skinny jeans and a jacket) and always carrying around a muggle camera. Draco's prison tattoo and earring. Draco bakes cakes. Draco's issues with trust and lack of self-confidence (due to past abuse). Draco also has a bit of an eating problem because he skips way too many meals. Harry's sexuality crisis and pining over Draco. Harry nicknaming Draco as "Squirrel" despite Draco's protests. Harry's chain-smoking habits. Harry's pet dog. Cute little Teddy. Protective!Ginny (of Harry). #Mostly it was heavily implied that Draco normally bottoms but there are only two (penetrative) sex scenes in this fic. Draco bottoms in one and Harry bottoms in another (mild bottom!Harry scene).

Summary: Twenty year-old Harry finds himself in a good job with a new-found smoking habit, a Labrador that likes breakfast and a work friend with an unsavoury fascination with women. Harry's friends worry about his emotional stability and on times - sexuality. Enter Draco Malfoy in Muggle clothes with his camera and Harry's life is thrown into disarray. What HAS his old nemesis been up to?

*Depressed!Recluse!Draco (and a bit off in the head) as a result of past trauma. Harry makes it all better... and cute!Teddy. Self-neglect and starvation. Fear of silence? References to possible past sexual abuse.

Summary: He'd always hated the silence.

No summary given. Eating disorder!Draco

Fic excerpt:
~It is not until at least a week into his observation that he notices part of what all the gossip is about- Malfoy doesn't eat. At breakfast he sits idle, perhaps eating a grapefruit, but more often than not he simply has a glass of water. At lunch he drinks water again, eating guiltily a few slices of bread, frowning at his stomach when he finishes. At dinner he has the look of a starving man, and gobbles down his tiny plate of pasta with something close to desperation but closer to self-disappointment. ~

*Some scary scenes but amazing plot! Sex toy slash kept-man!Draco (was a prostitute for awhile). Pairings: Harry/Draco (main), Snape/Draco, Voldy/Draco, Lucius/Draco, Ron/Draco and various OMCs/Draco. Morally dubious!Insensitive!Harry, Antagonistic!Defensive!Draco. Featuring a few love triangles with Draco in the middle, inability to feel hungry, inability to regulate own body heat (Draco), constant need for sex, pain = overheating of organs, all kinds of abuse, torture, rape, dub-con, suicidal thoughts, depression, violent sex resulting in bleeding, insensitive use of Obliviate, misunderstandings and relationship issues. Happy ending though.

#Bottom!Draco exclusively except Top!Draco/Harry in Ch.7 (violent dub-con), Malfoycest in Ch.3 & 9 (not graphic), Tom Riddle/Lucius in Ch.9

Summary: Draco's been placed under a very unique curse and his lover can no longer care for him. Guess who his new keeper is? ...It's Harry.

*Based on the movie Daybreakers 2009. Haematologist!Vampire!Draco, Resistant Soldier/Leader!Harry. Draco refuses to feed = starving by choice. Pansy bashing but nice!Blaise and Theo Nott

Summary: Twenty years after the Dark Lord's death, his mark has been left upon a world that is now much different. With the economy in the drain and a new ruler of the food chain, there doesn't seem to be much hope, especially when there isn't enough food to go around. With thirst madness setting in and no blood substitute in sight, how can the world survive?

*Abandoned WIP (I think) but a truly impressive read while it lasted. Featuring broken!depressed!alcoholic!abused!Draco and alcoholic!Harry. Heavy Ron bashing. Homophobia and severe bullying. Severe child abuse, physical, sexual and mental. Alcoholism. Self-mutilation. A pet wolf cub. Draco has a bit of an eating disorder. Draco has his nose pierced. Rooming together in an abandoned classroom. Some elements of BDSM. #Sub!Bottom!Draco completely but at one point, he did finger-fucked Harry once.

Summary: Draco has a problem, he's trying to hide it, but Harry's onto him.

Featuring severe depression, paranoia, anorexia, severe malnutrition, caring!Slytherins and Snape, obsessed!Harry, Sectumsempra scene, nutrition potions, drained magical core, Harry feeding Draco and fluffiness.

Summary: In 6th year Draco feels his life going out of control. The only thing he can trust is the logic in numbers. He is calmed when he finds something new to count, Muggles call them 'calories'.

*Lonely!Depressed!Suicidal!Draco. Featuring talk of self neglect, self harm, substance abuse and addiction, suicide, protective house-elves, caring!protective!Harry, depression, nightmares, refusal to eat? and malnutrition. Mostly pre-slash.

Summary: A letter from Narcissa gets Harry thrown into Draco's life in a way he could never have imagined.

*Non-magical AU. Featuring caring and protective!Blaise and Pansy (of Draco), snarky!mischievous!playful!Draco, diabetic!Harry, overbearing!Hermione (Hermione bashing), fear of needles, a bit of past Theo/Draco, past domestic abuse, drug overdose (nearly fatal), stealing drugs, a bit of homophobia, Blaise/Pansy wedding and angst.

Summary: Draco Malfoy needs a job! When the position of P.A/secretary to hot shot solicitor Harry Potter, senior partner of the prestigious law firm 'Aurors', falls into his lap - How can he possibly say no to it?

*Featuring a bit of Harry/OMC/Draco love triangle, subtle indication of Harry switching between top/bottom for Other BF but only wants to dominante Draco, past Sirius/Remus, yucky implied Voldy/Narcissa/Bellatrix parts, Draco joining the DA, prefect!Harry, Head Boy!Ron, Draco kidnapped by Voldy, anger management issues (Harry), pureblood inbreeding and an ill-and-a-bit-diabetic Draco (special potion as medication).

Fic excerpt:
~And the sight went straight to his cock. Most of the girls were blond, but this one had straight, almost white hair that hid her face, and she was as slender as a boy, even on her hands and knees. Her face was pretty, but not especially girl-like. And all she was wearing was a silver leather collar. If he squinted, or took off his glasses, she looked almost like him. ~

*F-locked. Vamp!Draco depriving himself of blood on purpose - figured starving yourself voluntarily almost to the point of death counts as some sort of 'eating disorder'. A bit of Draco/Harry/OMC love triangle.

Summary: Draco hates Steven McCormack, the only Hufflepuff able to get under his skin because he has the one thing Draco will never have. But he still manages to get involved in a dangerous bet that can change his life. The stakes are high. Either he loses and leaves school, or he wins McCormack's boyfriend, the one and only Harry James Potter...

*Features fitness instructor!Draco, overweight!Harry. Cute side pairing: Luna/Goyle.

Summary: The-Boy-Who-Lived has become The-Boy-Who-Ate, and his girlfriend just can't take it anymore. After Ginny leaves Harry for presumably slimmer pastures, Harry realizes that if he has any chance of getting her back, he's going to have to get fit quick. It's really just his bad luck that a certain pale, pointy bastard owns the only wizarding gym in the country.