The Lost Years & Last Days of David Foster Wallace : Rolling Stone
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"I have never encountered a mind
like David's," he says. "It functioned at such an amazingly high
level, he clearly lived in a hyperalert state. But on the other
hand, I felt that David's emotional life lagged far behind his
mental life. And I think he could get lost in the gap between the
two." -
What followed was a phased, deliberate return to the world. He
worked as a security guard, morning shift, at Lotus Software.
Polyester uniform, service baton, walking the corridors. "I liked
it because I didn't have to think," he said. "Then I quit for the
incredibly brave reason that I got tired of getting up so early in
the morning." -
Next, he worked at a health club in Auburndale, Massachusetts.
"Very chichi," he said. "They called me something other than a
towel boy, but I was in effect a towel boy. I'm sitting there, and
who should walk in to get their towel but Michael Ryan. Now,
Michael Ryan had received a Whiting Writers' Award the same year I
had. So I see this guy that I'd been up on the fucking rostrum
with, having Eudora Welty give us this prize. It's two years later
— it's the only time I've literally dived under something. He
came in, and I pretended not very subtly to slip, and lay facedown,
and didn't respond. I left that day, and I didn't go back." -
"There is, in writing, a certain blend of sincerity and
manipulation, of trying always to gauge what the particular effect
of something is gonna be," he said. "It's a very precious asset
that really needs to be turned off sometimes. My guess is that
writers probably make fun, skilled, satisfactory, and seemingly
considerate partners for other people. But that the experience for
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They made their debut as a couple with Wallace's parents in July
2003, attending the Maine culinary festival that would provide the
title for his last book, Consider the Lobster. "They were
both so quick," his father says. "They would get things and look at
each other and laugh, without having to say what had struck them as
funny." The next year, Wallace and Green flew to his parents' home
in Illinois, where they were married two days after Christmas. It
was a surprise wedding. David told his mother he wanted to take the
family to what he called a "high-gussy" lunch. Sally Wallace
assumed it was Karen's influence. "David does not do high
gussy," she says. "His notion of high gussy is maybe long pants
instead of shorts or a T-shirt with two holes instead of 18." Green
and Wallace left the house early to "run errands," while Amy
figured out a pretext to get their parents to the courthouse on the
way to the lunch. "We went upstairs," Sally says, "and saw Karen
with a bouquet, and David dressed up with a flower in his
buttonhole, and we knew. He just looked so happy, just radiating
happiness." Their reception was at an Urbana restaurant. "As we
left in the snow," Sally says, "David and Karen were walking away
from us. He wanted us to take pictures, and Jim did. David was
jumping in the air and clicking his heels. That became the wedding
announcement." -
No medications had worked; the depression wouldn't lift. "After
this year of absolute hell for David," Sally says, "they decided to
go back to the Nardil." The doctors also administered 12 courses of
electroconvulsive therapy, waiting for Wallace's medication to
become effective. "Twelve," Sally repeats. "Such brutal
treatments," Jim says. "It was clear then things were bad."
Wallace had always been terrified of shock therapy. "It scares the
shit out of me," he told me in 1996. "My brain's what I've got. But
I could see that at a certain point, you might beg for it." -
Wallace and his parents would get up at six in the morning and
walk the dogs. They watched DVDs of The Wire, talked.
Sally cooked David's favorite dishes, heavy comfort foods —
pot pies, casseroles, strawberries in cream. "We kept telling him
we were so glad he was alive," his mother recalls. "But my feeling
is that, even then, he was leaving the planet. He just couldn't
take it."One afternoon before they left, David was very upset. His mother
sat on the floor beside him. "I just rubbed his arm. He said he was
glad I was his mom. I told him it was an honor."
Mom's Mood, Baby's Sleep: What's The Connection?
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babies born to depressed moms had little or no evidence of an in-born 24-hour circadian rhythm soon after they were born – unlike the babies born to women who weren't depressed. This irregular pattern continued until the study ended in the babies' eighth month.
The secret benefits of fandom - The Boston Globe
lots of correlation implies causation
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suggest that there might be a broadly shared psychological boost from our stubborn inability to separate our own accomplishments from those of a group
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self-confident people tend generally to do better at life: they get better grades, make more money, have more friends, even live longer. And the self-confidence doesn't have to be earned to make a difference.
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what is particularly striking is the almost comical extent to which fans appropriate the successes and failures of their team. Like a stadium full of stage moms, they see the accomplishments of their team as reflections of themselves.
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new work suggests that this kind of success on the field can shape a positive mind-set that affects the rest of our lives. Studies have shown, for example, that fans are not only happier when their team wins, they feel smarter, more athletic, luckier, and even more attractive. Other research shows that happy, self-confident people tend to be more successful - at work, in school, in any realm they're competing in - suggesting how the successes and failures of our sports heroes become our own.
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win or lose, rooting for a team has its benefits. Work by Daniel Wann, a psychologist at Murray State, has found that fans of a local team tend to be happier than nonfans (and happier, too, than fans of non-local teams) - less prone to depression, anger, and stress.
The reason, he argues, is simple: being a fan automatically places a person in a community, giving him people to talk to, something to talk to them about, and events at which to do it. The bond can be a first step toward a deeper friendship, or it can simply lend a comforting sense of belonging
Charlie Rose Science Series: Human Sexuality - Charlie Rose
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Neurophilosophy : Lunch with Heather Perry (voluntarily trepanned)
"...it was the increase in the volume of brainblood that gave the expanded consciousness...[which] must have been caused by more blood in the brain which meant there must have been less of something else. Then I realized that it must be the volume of cerebrospinal fluid that was decreased..." - from Related link "An Iillustrated history of trepanation"
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One of my initial reasons for wanting to have it done was for more mental energy and clarity.
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If I were to compare it to drugs it would be like acid mixed with some kind of opiate. It certainly seemed to help with mental clarity and overall well-being, and I remember that feeling lasting for quite a while. Afterwards I reduced my dose of antidepressants for a while
Mind - Boredom May Let the Brain Recast the World in Productive, Creative Ways - NYTimes.com
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Much of the research on the topic has focused on the bad company it tends to keep, from depression and overeating to smoking and drug use.
Yet boredom is more than a mere flagging of interest or a precursor to mischief. Some experts say that people tune things out for good reasons, and that over time boredom becomes a tool for sorting information — an increasingly sensitive spam filter. In various fields including neuroscience and education, research suggests that falling into a numbed trance allows the brain to recast the outside world in ways that can be productive and creative at least as often as they are disruptive.
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as if the boredom “had the power to exert pressure on individuals to stretch their inventive capacity,”
Mind Hacks: Mental illness: in with the intron crowd
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Genes are defined on the neurobiological level, while psychiatric diagnoses are defined on the phenomenological level - in other words, verbal descriptions of behaviour, or verbal descriptions of what it is like to have certain mental states.
There is no guarantee, and in many people's opinion, probably no likelihood, that these 'what it is like' descriptions actually clearly demarcate distinct processes at the biological level.
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Increasingly, some researchers are starting to suggest that the genetic results show that existing psychiatric classifications are invalid, and that we should rethink them as new data comes in.
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psychiatry is (ironically) a bit too emotionally attached to the traditional diagnostic categories because diagnosis is such a core part of what psychiatrists do.
How Prozac sent the science of depression in the wrong direction
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Duman's lab has demonstrated, in a paper published earlier this year, that physical exercise seems to stimulate the same regenerative pathways. Mice given access to running wheels not only showed reduced anxiety and stress, but also increased levels of the same trophic factors activated by antidepressants. When the activity of these trophic factors was blocked, the benefits of exercise disappeared. The mice stayed stressed, even when they were allowed to run on their wheel.
It is jarring to think of depression in terms of atrophied brain cells, rather than an altered emotional state. It is called "depression," after all. Yet these scientists argue that the name conceals the fundamental nature of the illness, in which the building blocks of the brain - neurons - start to crumble. This leads, over time, to the shrinking of certain brain structures, like the hippocampus, which the brain needs to function normally.
In fact, many scientists are now paying increased attention to the frequently neglected symptoms of people suffering from depression, which include problems with learning and memory and sensory deficits for smell and taste. Other researchers are studying the ways in which depression interferes with basic bodily processes, such as sleeping, sex drive, and weight control. Like the paralyzing sadness, which remains the most obvious manifestation of the mental illness, these symptoms are also byproducts of a brain that's literally withering away.
Don't blame your job, the traffic or your mindless chores.
boredom is not merely an inherent property of the circumstances, researchers say. Rather this perception is subjective and rooted in aspects of consciousness
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People who are inept at understanding their feelings and those who become sucked in and distracted by their moods are more easily bored, for example.
Staving off tedium is no mundane matter. People who are predisposed to boredom are more likely to suffer from ills such as depression and drug addiction; they also tend to be socially awkward and poor performers at school or work
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a type of boredom that results from the repression of a person’s drives and desires and leads to apparent aimlessness
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such as waiting in line. But some people experience boredom much more frequently. They might need more excitement from life, experience leisure-time boredom (arising from an inability to amuse themselves), or suffer from a kind of “existential” ennui that stems from an overarching lack of meaning or purpose in life.
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the 16 extroverts showed much greater variation in the way they performed the task than did the 16 introverts—in effect, increasing their level of stimulation by changing the work in subtle but interesting ways.
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Creative people with many hobbies and interests, those who have the ability to keep themselves occupied in all manner of circumstances, tend not to become bored easily. Says Sundberg: “I believe that one should be able to sit like a Buddhist monk in complete silence and yet not be bored—and to find within the inner mind, the life, the entertainment and the growth.”
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Drug use takes place during downtime when the person would have otherwise been entertaining [himself or herself]
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the essential behavioral component of boredom is the struggle to maintain attention.
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attention failures underlay the elevated scores for boredom proneness as well as for depression—an illness that shares documented similarities with boredom, including a negative mood and loss of meaning in life
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Flow, says the theory’s developer, psychologist Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi of Claremont Graduate University, occurs when a person’s skills match the level of challenge presented by the environment and when a task includes clear goals and immediate feedback. Tasks that are too easy, he says, are boring. In contrast, tasks that people perceive to be too difficult lead to anxiety.
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mood monitors scored higher on the BPS and were less likely to experience flow. She concludes that a close watch on your own emotions provides “less opportunity for intense concentration on the situation and for a flow experience to occur.
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Fenichel’s 1951 psychoanalytical explanation for boredom posited that repression of wants and desires leads to an aimless, meaningless state of being because the sufferer does not know what he or she wants to do.
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alexithymia—a deficiency in understanding and describing your own feelings, accompanied by an inhibited emotional and fantasy life—also scored higher on the BPS.
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novice meditators on tasks of sustained attention and working memory—and also diminished rumination and symptoms of depression—as compared with the novices who did not receive mindfulness training.
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In his 1995 essay “In Praise of Boredom,” Nobel Prize–winning poet Joseph Brodsky wrote: “When hit by boredom, go for it. Let yourself be crushed by it; submerge, hit bottom. In general, with things unpleasant, the rule is, the sooner you hit bottom, the faster you surface.” Adds Vodanovich: “If you don’t succumb to its negative effects, boredom is a great motivational force.”
Ecologist Sandra Steingraber explores the eco-causes of early puberty
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All of the stressors that appear to contribute to early puberty in girls -- obesity, television viewing, sedentariness, family dysfunction, preterm birth, formula-feeding, chemical exposures -- are higher in poor communities and communities of color where poverty, racism, unemployment, and toxic substance exposures are high and access to nourishing food and safe places to exercise is low. In particular, U.S. black children are disproportionately exposed to physical environmental stressors, and it is also this group that reaches puberty earliest among U.S. girls.
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Early puberty poses several risks for girls. It raises the risk for breast cancer and is associated with many high-risk behaviors in later adolescence -- such as smoking, drinking, drugs, crime, and unprotected sex -- that have potential lifelong consequences. Early-maturing girls are also more likely to suffer violent victimization and psychopathologies such as depression and anxiety. -
the falling age of puberty appears to be part of a natural process: humans, evolving in hunter-gatherer societies, developed the ability to reproduce at younger ages in response to plentiful calories, and subsequent environmental stimuli have simply accelerated that trend.
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Hormonally active agents are found in many other consumer products as well as in pesticides, packaging, and building materials.
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efore milk can be eliminated as an environmental determinant in human puberty, much more needs to be known about the potential for its various growth factors to cross the gut wall and interact with human receptor sites.
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Some school-based obesity-prevention programs have already demonstrated an ability to delay menarche. One is Planet Health, a school-based intervention designed to decrease television viewing and consumption of high-fat foods while increasing exercise and consumption of fruit and vegetables.
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